Quote: Lee @ 1st July 2018, 12:43 AM
I have just been reading some old threads here on BCG and I have come to the conclusion that I really was a lazy shit when it came to writing.
I cringe at some of my attempts to justify my unambitious-ness to actually put effort in and succeed.
I was scared of achievement.
I had bad habits too, such as posting half written garbage in exchange for quick appraisal.
I don't write anymore but writing is something that is always on my mind. ALWAYS.
I want to make sure I don't make the same mistakes again because I don't like that person I used to be, that lazy person. I'm really quite disgusted at myself.
I'd be tempted to Griff it all out of history but there's no point in denying my past, it was what it was. Lessons have been learned, wounds have healed and some good times were had.
To finish, I really miss R.C and Dave around here.
"And you lived your life, like a candle in the wind..."
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